Your too kind its pretty cool how good i get along with people here and in chat, i am really living in the wrong country...sorry i drifted off ...Yes I would prefer the offer you gave me it would be cool if Felica noticed I mean she already notice in live stream that I write that lyric and start to guess what kind of song it might be :-) actually I am not the kind of person who have any idols or mentors and i never would sai that i am a fan of anything because we are all humans right ...almost at least ;-) its pretty simple for me because i am kind of have a talent (at least just that one) in ..how should i say that in english ...i am good in reading people even if i just have a few fotos so it is pretty easy for me: Ther are People I like and thoses i don´t like and sometimes ther are also greyzones but what i want to say with this surely pretty clumsy sounding words ;-P is that I already met a few people with a high reputation but i never was like "WOW pleeeease give an autograph" or something because its not the reputation what is interesting me its the Person behind it. and I surely cant say for sure but i have the feeling that Felicia is someone real not that mainstream indoctrinated bilding wall of glamour kind of star.
and i realy just know about her since october last year but she is the first person were i realy was happy just because she noticed what i write and at least on every stream I was she noticed something i was really proud what is confusing me a little because i´m not that way for normal so thats why i am so interessted in all this stuff i didn´t know before.
...i am so terrible when i start talking sorry i would short it now where i noticed i write you a whol book but i have a principel "I alwas say hat i think in the moment i do and i always try to say what i feel in the moment i feel it" its some stupid code of honer i put to myself but it realy helped me to analyse my self and knowing how i am what i miss by the most people.
yeah so it would be great it she got the time to read it, the mods in Wasteland " part 1 live stream said that the want to try make her see it and it wasn´t the first lyric she noticed, in livestream with ryon she talked about my lyrics with ryon and ask smiling if they shoul kick me and ryon ask if the lyrics are good her answer was pretty silent but she said something like "at least better then mine" and ryon said wai should we kick him then. That was funny if i didn´t have had that respons i hadn´t continiue posting stuff like this.
and now i stop befor you gonna hate me . so please i would appriciate your offer to swich and change my post please tell me if you have any more questions i will be on for stil a long time because i have so many things to do and just so many songs to write.
best of everything to you